Sorted life and Sorting life...

So... Update, My & Sam are back together, things are working really well, I think we needed that break to realize what we truly wanted.  I'm getting out a bit, I think I just want quiet a bit more me time, its a hard thing being a mother, I feel as if i have to get certain things done for the day, the little things get boring and it makes me tired easily, I Like routine but when I feel stuck in the house having to do that same thing I don't want to be doing it. It would be so much easier to have a maid in the house or someone else doing the house work, it would take a load off my back if I didn't have to do it, give me chance to get other things done enjoy my fun of the day go out and me and Kiara can enjoy our time together and her not to be stuck in a chair or on the floor while I'm trying to get house work done.
Update on Kiara, well apart from her being so bloody gorgeous, shes starts babbling a lot more we've manage to get 'Dad da' and 'did did' out of her a lot, Sam was playing Guitar to her and she just went on Dad Da Dad Da, I think I saw it coming anyway. she says 'Nom nom nom' when eating.
I'm weening her have been for about a month I believe shes loving it.
She loves her Bananas, pears, apples, peaches, porridge,  cauliflower and broccoli cheese, carrots. most of this I either steam the mush up or its in baby rice boxes.

Every thing feels great otherwise, I've applied for college on a floristry course, my Best Friend Tian started buying me flowers and making them herself and I became very interested I've started planting my own plants too, giving my self a few easy hobbies I can have with madam mardy bum.
I'd like to have more time to myself, time to go to the gym or have a relaxing bath to pamper myself. just an hour a day would help. Hmm...