Her smile...

I'm so happy I have her, 9 months was too long waiting and now I see myself watching her sleep, and those little smiles creeping up whilst she peacefully sleeps, then those little whimpers likes shes had a bad dream, makes me smile and feel sorry for her at the same time.  It all comes hard to me with her but all it takes is for her to smile at me and all the bad things seem to go away. she's my comfort when I'm upset, even If I do cry more because of thinking to myself ' If I ever lost her it would break my heart so much, I wouldn't know what to do' 
watching all the little things she does each day still amazes me, from the day she was born putting my finger in her hand and her griping it tight, to her now moving her hand to grab things from us. Those giggles when playing with her make me laugh too, to know shes happy. her mirroring things we do and learning something new ever day. I enjoy this so much.